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Been quite awhile since I last blogged. I love reading what people has to say but I'm too much of a lazy bum to seriously type what I have to say out.

A conversation convinced me that my change is the best and I love who I am now. People always talk about good old times and wanting to have those moments back, I used to agree. But right now, I believe in making the present and the future a better much time than the past. My happiness doubled and my sorrows halved throughout these few years....

Pause!

I decided this is gonna be my sorrow diary. I'm hopping to tumblr for the mundane posts! Ciao!

Now I wanna put everything in words, I can't really think of what to write. I guess I just wanna rant after reading old texts and all. I locked up my feelings towards this issue awhile back. Last time I'm gonna mention this already anyway.

Promise to be friends for a long long time?! I don't remember breaking my part of the promise? Yes I'm upset!! How can I be not? This is one of my bestest gf I'm talking about. It isn't easy to get a good gf and I do wish that the friends I cherish don't just drift apart all of a sudden. The batam trip was a confirmation to problems arising in our friendship. I have no idea why. Even if the reason is something that I did, you can always tell me straight. I just don't like a big question mark hanging there.

Its bothering me cuz there's no answers. I thought we're close enough to talk about everything? I was disappointed during the last HTHT when you said you trust me lesser than before.

Actually what I wanna rant on and on about are already being ranted out in my head before I type. Sigh. So the feeling isn't strong enough to type so much out anymore. I miss my gosipping, drinking, shopping, movie etc buddy. I guess I just want a good talk cuz I still treasure you, my good buddy.

Everyone has that special friend that they'll lose in the midst of their life. It cause one to be heavyhearted doesn't it? That chat brought back memories but thank goodness I'm over it and hopeful my dear friend will move on soon.

I actually forgot that the NTUC is operating 24 hours now. What a dumb ass I am!

Even though they may be lost in ur eyes and ur hope is not there for them anymore. but the key is to keep them in your heart, and when the time is right, you can pick up the friendship right where you left off and even the lost ones still find their way home when you leave the light on for them.

Felt a pang of sadness when I read this.

Swimming was in my mind this morning and I was done preparing my trusty few companions and necessities but the weather decided to be cruel to me by sending cats and dogs down to earth. Depressing isn't it? Sigh. What a bummer.

Swimming is one of the few loner activities I like. Continuous laps are not ideal for chit chats.

Ever felt lonely even though you are among a huge crowd? The loneliness is worse than sitting alone in an empty room and dying to find a single living soul to feel the presence of warmth. Its just an inexplicable feeling. You may be surrounded by the closest friends yet you are just an island with nothing on it in the middle of the vast ocean.

Jamais Vu. A sense of encountering something unknown despite being in a familiar place or with intimate friends.

Can you see the world behind my wall?

How many promises have you broken? How many have you guarded with your heart crossed?

I will love you forever!

Friends forever!

Promise to be there for you.

Do YOU still believe in promises?

One look at this sweetheart can brighten up my day! :)) Isn't she adorable? Eelin is like the luckiest owner in the world!